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Will You Still Love Me Tommorow *fanfic in progress*

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This is one of my favorite fanfics that I've written ever. I hope you enjoy.Its still being updated.

Chapter One
August 2009
Kelly sat in the dark living room,alone. Every other second,or so it seemed,her eyes would glisten with tears and she would cry.
"How could he do this to me?",she asked outloud to nobody in particular."I thought Darin loved me.He wanted to marry me for crying out loud!" She tore off the diamond engagement ring that was still on her finger and threw it on the ground,where the diamond shattered into pieces.
"And now he's with his ex..that slut Rachel...just because I'm pregnant?What an ass!"
Kelly's mind wandered back to her first,and probably true love.Justin. She missed him and sometimes wandered what it could've been. Their relationship was going great,then Kelly became afraid of commitment and left him. She knew that Justin was confused and heartbroken but like a guy,he kept his emotions secret.
18 months after they broke up,Kelly learned that Justin had married a longtime friend of his named Sabrina. Kelly was happy for her friend and knew that Sabrina was a wonderful woman.
Justin became happier when his daughter,Iris was born in late March 2007.
But now,Justin was a depressed and lonely widower. Widowed,he hated that word and Kelly knew that.

It was one rainy night that changed his life forever. Sabrina was going to pick up Iris from the baby-sitter,Justin was in the studio recording his 3rd album. Then the phone rang at 9:15.......
It was a doctor from a local emergency room.Sabrina's car had been hit by a drunk driver. And since,Sabrina wasn't wearing her seatbelt,she was thrown into the windshield.
And was gone Forever.
"Iris.What about my baby",he asked.
The worse news that Justin had ever heard in his life reached his ears.

Iris was in the car when accident happend.And although she wasn't dead,the glass got in her spine somehow and affected her walking abillity.
"There is no way that Iris will be the same little girl,Mr.Guarini."

Kelly shuddered as she remembered that night.
"He'll never recover from it,"her conscience told her. "And there's no way that he'll take you back."
But maybe....
Kelly picked up the phone and called Justin's number,then she hung up. Again and again,she tried untill finally he answered.
"Hello?"
"Justin? Its me."
He sighed.
"Look Nikki,I don't want to go to your stupid 'parents without partners' meeting."
"I'm not Nikki...I'm Kelly."
"Oh my god.I'm sorry about that Kelly."
Kelly sighed as she told him all that had happend that day.
"Maybe he still loves me,"she told herself."I hope he does.

Chapter Two
As the phone call contiuned,Justin's spirit felt more relaxed than it had in months.
When Kelly dumped him,she left a hole in his heart that he thought no woman could ever replace.
Then,he met Sabrina.He felt happy when they were together. And when she passed on,Justin again was lonely.
Finally,he said good night to Kelly and turned off the phone. Iris,his baby girl,was calling for her daddy. "Another nightmare,I bet."
Iris was the only thing that had kept Justin going for the past 6 months.He wished that Iris was back to normal and that Sabrina had never died but it was something that was never going to happen. Doctors had said that Iris could walk if they put prostetic legs on her,but Justin didn't want to loose the only link that he had with Sabrina.
And yet,Justin was shocked to hear that Kelly was pregnant and alone. So shocked,in fact that he asked her if she would like to have dinner with him the next night.
"Get a grip,Guarini.You lost Sabrina and now you're making a move on your ex?What the hell is wrong with you?",his mind asked him.
"Kelly needs me,"he said out loud. "She's pregnant and alone.I'm alone and the father to a handicapped child.God,I know it hasn't been long since I lost Sabrina,but I know that Kelly needs me.If you would just give me a sign.I would be forever grateful."
He waited.
No sign but Iris' calls for him were getting louder.
Justin came to her and singed to her until she was sound asleep,then he brushed the hair out of her beautiful face and left the room.
When he got into his room,he sat down on his bed and took the picture of Sabrina off his nightstand.
"Sabrina,baby,please tell me what I should do.I miss you but I feel that Kelly needs me.Honey,give me advice."
Then,he kissed the glass on the frame and went to sleep.Chapter Three

The Next day 8 PM:Kelly was brushing her long hair while waiting for Justin. It had been so long since she had seen him. "Kelly,you and I both know that he needs you",something told her.Kelly jumped back as she saw a ghost that looked like Sabrina,Justin's deceased wife.

"Sabrina,what are you doing here? You're dead,"Kelly said in a weak voice.

"I may be dead,Kelly.But I know what's been going on.Justin asked you out last night and you're afraid,right?"

"Exactly.I need your advice."

Sabrina motioned for Kelly to sit down on the bed in Kelly's bedroom.

"Look,Kelly.I'm gonna tell you right now that Justin still hasn't recovered from loosing me."

"I knew it.He's just on the rebound."

"Its not that.He always had had something for you."

"Really? But he was married to you and I was with Darin,the asshole that got me knocked up and then left me."

Sabrina glanced down at Kelly's stomach. It was clear to her that yes,this woman was 3 months pregnant and scared and alone. "Justin never recovered from loosing you either,Kelly."

"What do you mean by that?"

"He told me once that he still had feelings for you but that was years ago.But now more than ever,he needs you,darling."

"Why does he need me now,Sabrina?"

"Look at the situation that he's in.He lost me and Iris,our baby is handicapped.You could be the love of his life again." "How will I know if he wants me back in his life?"

"You'll know.It will come to you like a slap in the face."

"Thanks,Sabrina."

"Anytime."

Then Sabrina left Kelly. Ten minutes later,Justin's car pulled into the driveway and he rang the doorbell.

"Sabrina,I hope he still wants me",Kelly's conscience whispered.

She went to the door,opened it and went out with Justin for the first time in a really long time.Chapter Four

When Kelly opened the door,Justin felt like a complete fool for ever questioning their relationship. She was absolutely beautiful,always had been and always would be in his eyes. She was standing there on the front steps,wearing a light lavender blouse,black bell bottom jeans and black boots. Her naturally straight hair had been slightly curled at the ends.

To say it in a word,she looked amazing.

Justin stood there with his mouth partly open. "How did I fall out of love with this woman",he asked himself.

"Earth to Justin.You there?"

Kelly tugged on Justin's polo shirt to get his attention.

"What? Huh? Oh sorry.I just sorta spaced out there for a moment I guess." And then Justin gave her his trademark smile.

"Don't play cute with me,Guarini."

"Cute?Is that a new game?Cause if it is,I wanna play too!"

Justin took Kelly's hand into his.Then,a second later Kelly jerked it out and stared at him.

"Are you trying to make a move on me,Cassanova?"

"Maybe...."

"Whatever."

Again,Justin took Kelly's hand into his.Kelly felt something that she hadn't felt for a long time.....

A bond with a guy.

Yes,she had felt a bond with Darin when she first met him.But now she could care less about him. This was Justin,a completely different guy.

They walked down the stairs together and Justin helped Kelly into his Mercedes-Benz. Then,he got in on the driver's side and started the car.

For several minutes,the car was completely silent except for the hum of the motor.The radio was playing soft,sappy love songs in the background.It was enough to make an seriously in love teenage couple make out.But Justin and Kelly were in their late 20s and were not going to do those foolish things. Finally,a song came on that sort of described how Justin was feeling towards Kelly.

Thanks for the times
That you've given me
The memories are all in my mind
And now that we've come
To the end of our rainbow
There's something
I must say out loud

Kelly gave Justin a look that clearly read"I hope you didn't request that stupid love song."

You're once twice
Three times a lady
And I love you
Yes your once twice
Three times a lady
And I love you
I love you

Justin gave her a look back that said "No."


You shared my dreams
My joys my pains
You made my life worth living for
And if I had to live my
life over again
I spend each and every moment with you

Kelly started nodding her head in time to the music.So Justin hadn't requested it for her.She didn't care.

You're once twice
Three times a lady
And I love you
Yes you once twice
Three times a lady
And I love you
I love you

When we are together
The moments I cherish
With every beat of my heart
To touch you to hold you
To feel you to need you
There's nothing to keep us apart

You're once twice
Three times a lady
And I love you
Yes you're once twice
Three times a lady
And I love you
I love you

Untill the song finished,the car was quiet. Then,Kelly spoke up.

"You requested that dang love song for me,didn't ya?"

"No.I heard earlier that it was for a special lady in a little teenage boy's life."

Again,silence.

All of a sudden,the car stopped in front of an resturant.

"Jesus Christ,Guarini.We're eating at a Black Eyed Pea?"

"Got a problem with it?"

Kelly stared down at her stomach and Justin talked nomore of it.

They went inside.A waitress who was oh about 21 came to them.

"Hi!My name's Desirae.And I'll be your server for the evening!So,will it be smoking or non?"

"Non please."

"Follow me!"

The followed Desirae to a booth in the back of the resturant.

"All righty!Sit down.Now,normally I would be jumping for joy to be serving a young couple but since you're Jelly,I'm about to pass out!"

"Uh,m'am.The 'Jelly' thing was 7 years ago.We've moved on."

Desirae's smiley face evaporated into a frown.

"Oh.Well,what do you want?"

Justin spoke first.

"I'll have the prime rib.And a soda."

"Ok.And you m'am?"

"Same."

"Its gonna be out in 10 minutes."

She walked away.

They sat in silence for a couple minutes before Kelly spoke.

"Look,Justin.We both know that the only goddamn reason that you are with me is so that you won't look like a depressed widower.But guess what?I could care less about your godforsaken feelings."

She picked up her purse.

"Kelly!Where are you going?"

"I'm leaving.And this time,I don't want to see you again."

She ran out the front door and started to walk home.

Justin,who was in a state of shock,told Desirae to stop the order and ran out after her.He got in his car and drove in the same direction that he saw Kelly walking in.He honked at her but she just kept walking.He stopped the car,got out and ran her down.

"Kelly!For heavens' sake,talk to me damnit!"

"What's there to talk about,Justin.You're just using me."

"Using you?Why would I ever think of such a thing?"

"You're thinking 'oh,Kelly's pregnant.I guess I'll be her gigglio untill the baby gets here.Makes my image look better',WAKE UP AND SMELL THE COFFEE! We're through.We have been through since we broke up.Nothing can change that,and I want you to get in your Mercedes and get the hell away from me!"

She stormed away from Justin.He started to run after her.

"I SAID GET THE HELL AWAY FROM ME!"

She kicked him in the crouch,and ran off.

Justin was nearly bent in two because of the pain.It wasn't the injury's pain,it was the pain of heartbreak.

He had lost her again.

Chapter Five

Two weeks later....

Kelly sat on the table in the doctor's office,crying. Her baby,something that she was actually happy about wasn't doing well. She was still stunned at the news that her child was a boy and was actually too small and was going to have heart problems when he was born. She felt so alone,so scared. Now,she wondered why she acted the way she did towards Justin two weeks ago at the resturant. She needed him so bad now. His smile,that could always make her happy. The way he could make anything look better than it actually was. She hadn't spoken to him since that night,and figured that he was still depressed and angry at her.

She got off the table,and trudged to the car,feeling depressed and angry at God for letting her act the way she did. When,she got in the car,she turned on the radio and listened to some rapping for awhile. And while doing this,she figured out a way to express to Justin the way she felt about him.

Through song. The thing that brought them together once was gonna hopefully bring them together again.Justin's house

Justin was sitting in the dark living room alone. Iris,was at his mother's house and had been there for a couple days so Justin could get some alone time and try not to be so depressing all the time.

Nothing was working for him. I mean,you try loosing the love of your life to a car accident and then loosing your best friend two times. He was depressed,angry at the world,and moody. When Justin was moody everyone knew,same as when he was happy which now was hardly ever.

As he sat there in the darkness,he remembered the phone call that he got from a close Idol friend of his,Tamrya.

Flashback

Justin had finally gotten Iris to go to sleep,and was now trying to get some wellneeded shut eye himself. Nothing had worked for the past hour and a half,so he was reading a book. Justin enjoyed his quiet time,it gave him a chance to think about how the day went and meditate. Just as he was finishing the second chapter of "To Kill a Mockingbird",the phone,that was sitting beside him was ringing. He grunted and let it ring thinking that it was a a telemarketer

wanting to sell him some crappy property in Flordia or something. It rang again,and he gave up.

"Hello?"

"JB? That you?"

"Who else would it be."

"Hi,its Tamrya."

"I know that,duh.I have caller id,ya know."

"Oh well,I was just calling to see how you're doing."

"How do you think I'm doing,Tam?! My wife died seven months ago today,my daughter's handicapped,and

Kelly,who I've been trying to date again,has told me that she doesn't want to see me ever again."

"Justin,you're moody."

"WHEN DID YOU FIGURE THAT OUT?"

"Calm down.If you can't talk nicely to me then I'm going to hang up."

"WELL YOU CAN GO AHEAD AND DO THAT,TAMRYA! I'M GOING TO BED,GOOD NIGHT!"

Then he slamed the phone down,took his head in his hands and cried.

End flashback

Justin sighed as he remembered that painful memory.Why was he acting like this?Kelly's apartment

Kelly had just finished eating supper,and was washing the dishes when the phone rang. She let out a sigh and answered it after the third ring.

"Hello?"

"Kell? Its Jebbie."

"Hey! What's up,girlie?"

"Nothing much.How y'all doing?"

"I'm doing great,Jeb.Really great."

"Kelly,you sound really bored,and normally you're perky as a baby puppy dog.Is something wrong?"

"No... ." She let out a sigh. "Okay Jeb,yes something is wrong."

"Spill."

"I told Justin to get the hell away from me 2 weeks ago,my baby might have serious medical problems and I'm so tired."

"I can't do anything about the baby and you being tired,Kellbell.But I can help with your Justin problem."

"How?"

"Request a stupid song on those late night radio shows.He might be listening."

"Jeb.."

"Do it,Kell."

After saying goodbye to Jebbie,Kelly realized that she was right. Justin's house

Justin's mother had brought Iris over an hour after Justin ate supper. She knew something was desperately wrong with her son,but knew that he was a man now and could fix his own problems. Iris,was already asleep at 10:30,so Justin was sitting in his room,reading a book and listening to some soft rock. Then,the radio guy came on and said "And that was for Lilly from her boyfriend Mike.Okay,here's our next caller." She paused and a familar voice came on.

"Hello?"

"You're on the air,honey.What can I do for you?"

"My name's Kelly.And I'd like to request a song for my ex-boyfriend,Justin."

At the sound of her voice,Justin dropped his book and started paying attention.

"Ex?"

"Yeah. We got in a fight about two weeks ago."

"Okay.I have the perfect song for you.What would you like to say to Justin?"

"I wanna say that I miss him and that I really do have feelings for him and want to talk to him again."

"All right.Thanks for calling.And here's the song for Justin."

I think It's time I let you know
The way that I feel
It's not fiction but reality
You are the one that my heart beats for
You are the one that's taken control of me
I know that your love is right
The smile that's on my face
Boy I can't hide the way I feel

I know that the things that you do
I can't keep it all inside
And I just gotta sing aloud

There is no sun
There's no stars to shine
Without you
There is no day no night
No moon or light
No world without you

There is no thought
There is no place or time
Without you
Without you
Boy now Tell me, what in the world would I do?

You are my song
You are my melody
Sweet violins play

When you're standing next to me
There is no end to the joy you bring
Gotta let you know
You're my Summer, Winter, Fall and Spring
I know that your love is right
The smile that is on your face
Boy, I can't hide the way you feel

I know that the things you do
I can't keep it all inside
And I just gotta sing aloud

CHORUS

Thinking all day long about the words that I want to say
And my feelings for you
If only you could read my mind you would tell me that
You feel like I do
So listen to my poetry when I sing this song
How I'm feelin' this way
It's simple like my melody
So listen to what I have to say¡

CHORUS

As the song ended,Justin was silently thanking God that Kelly's feelings had changed.

He was ready to love and forgive her again. And was going to apologize the very next day!Chapter Six

That next morning,Justin kept his promise to himself and was going to apologize to Kelly. He knew that

deep down she still had strong feelings for him. After breakfest,Justin practiced on what he was going to say to her over the phone.

"Hi,Kelly. Um,its me. I heard the song last night and..... No that's not right!"

"Hey. How are ya? I heard that song and well,yeah I miss ya too. No!That's not right."

For over a half hour,Justin practiced on what he would say to Kelly,then something told him to go over to his house with Iris.She had never seen Iris since Sabrina passed away,and Iris had grown a lot since then. She was a copy image of Sabrina but had a couple of her daddy's features,like his smile and his irrestiable brown eyes.

At around three,Justin got in his car and went over to Kelly's house,when he got there everything was quiet and peaceful. Justin smiled,God remembered his thank you and returned it with a beautiful day. He got Iris out of the car and gently placed her in her wheelchair. She was sleeping soundly for a moment,then Justin brushed her dark bangs out of her face and her eyes slowly opened.

"Daddy?"

"Hush,baby.Its all right."

Iris closed her eyes,and Justin wiped away the single tear that had escaped from his eyes.

This was true beauty.

Watching his baby sleep,was something that Justin had made a habit of to do after Sabrina died. He felt courage in his heart and knew it was time to speak to Kelly again.

He wheeled his sleeping daughter up Kelly's porch steps and stood there for a moment in silence. A part of him felt like a foolish lovesick teenage boy who wanted his girl back in his life.But yet,the other part of him felt like a man who was ready to forgive and love again.

Slowly,he raised one finger to ring the doorbell.

Ding-Dong

And waited.No response. Again,he rang the doorbell.

Ding Dong.

He turned around to leave her porch when he heard somebody's voice.

"Turn and face me likea man,Justin."

He slowly turned and saw Kelly standing there in a demin jumper,her pregnancy belly was small but yet could be seen by the naked eye.

"I thought you were gonna ignore me."

"I was.But I figured,that since you drove all this way that I could stop meditating for a moment to talk to you."

"Kelly,I don't need a moment of your time.I need more like an hour and well,so does she...."

"She?Who?"

Justin walked back to where he had left Sabrina's wheelchair and brought it up to Kelly.

"No...Justin,I....can't."

"Just give me or should I say us some time to talk again,come on baby."

Kelly looked into Justin's trustworthy face,sighed and spoke.

"You win.Come on in."

Justin gently picked Iris up and followed Kelly inside.

"Sit."

He sat down on a couch,and Kelly sat in a rocking chair near the window.The sun shinning down on her made her look not like a girl but like a woman or better yet a goddess.

"Why are you here,Justin? I thought I told you that it was over."

"Look Kelly,I heard the song that you requested last night."

"Oh."

"And I know what you're saying.I miss you and I need you.These last days without you or your friendship have been a living hell for me,darling.And I want to be there for your baby."

"You don't understand..."

"I know its not mine but its the least I can do,so what do ya say?"

"Justin,look at me honey.I went to the doctor yesterday."

"And what's so special bout that?"

"My baby is a boy.He's not yours,I guess you knew that but I need you in my life.

"Are you bullshitting me?"

"I'm not lying,Justin.I love you,still. I need you to be here with me when he comes into the world.

My baby needs a daddy,Justin.You're an amazing dad to Iris.Just help me."

Justin got up and walked over to Kelly who was now crying.

"Shhh....everything is gonna be all right."

"No its not.We're apart,and everything's a living hell."

"Not everything...we have eachother.Let's give us another chance."

"All right.But do me a favor."

"Anything for you,my darling."

"Sing to me."

Justin thought for a moment and then a song that may not have fit the mood came to his mind.

Maybe time and space will run and continue on like
Einstein said
And maybe time travel might even be possible, but long
after were dead
Maybe the sun revolves around the earth, we dont
think it do
Maybe serendipity brought you here to meet me to you


Maybe for a sudden my woman said this thing here cant
possibly last
And maybe, just maybe I want somethin more from you
than to get some a**
Maybe there are things you could put me through
Maybe we should do the things that lovers do


So let me love you with all that Ive got
Let me love you from the top to the bottom, from the
bottom to the top
Let me hold you, touch you, tease you, please you
Let me love you


Maybe April showers dont bring me flowers, its all
been a lie
Maybe the sky aint blue and maybe Tiger might lose
and babies dont cry
And maybe my felonious and trained werent really that
good
And maybe everyone that didnt place or show didnt
give it all they could


Maybe foresight is tellin you that this here thing
cant last
And maybe, just maybe I want somethin more from you
then to get some a**
Maybe theres some things I might put you through

Maybe we should do the things that lovers do


So let me love you with all that Ive got
Let me love you from the top to the bottom, from the
bottom to the top
Let me hold you, touch you, tease you, and please you
Let me love you


My brothers help me see
That maybe this is heaven sent (Maybe this is heaven
sent)
Maybe this could be as good as it gets (Maybe this
could be as good as it gets)
Maybe this is everything you need and more (Everything
you need and more)
Maybe all that Ive been waitin for (All that Ive
been waitin for)
Maybe this is just the way that it should be (Just the
way that it should be)
I got you standin right in front of me (Standin
right in front of me)
Maybe there are things you will put me through
But maybe you were made for me and I was made for you


Let me love you, yes, with all that Ive got
Let me love you from the top to the bottom (Bottom to
the top), hey... (Youre all I got)
Love you, oh, with all that Ive got
Let me love you from the top to the bottom (Bottom to
the top), oh... (Youre all I got)
Let me love you, let me love you, let me love you,
baby

And as Justin finished singing,he and Kelly heard a small voice whisper.

"Daddy?"
Chapter SixJustin slowly turned around and saw his little girl,who was supposed to be asleep on the couch,wide awake.

"What's wrong,baby?"

"I no sleep."

"You had a bad dream?"

Iris nodded her head and her little bouncy brown curls moved along with it. Kelly smiled as she got a look at the child that had kept Justin stable the past 6 months. Iris definately looked like her dad. Her little cruls,her beautiful dark brown eyes,but one thing that really stood out about Iris was her skin color. Kelly had met Sabrina while she was pregnant with Iris and remembered that night.

Flashback

Kelly was at RJ's for the anniversary of the American Juniors. Even though their 5th year as a band was next year,the kids wanted to get with the Idols and celebrate the success of their 2nd album, "All grown Up". Every Idol and their family was there. Kelly and Darin{her then boyfriend} were not together,because Darin was at his father's funeral and told Kelly to go out and have fun. She had seen and hung out with everyone of her friends,and the Juniors,but one person was missing.

Justin.

RJ came up behind Kelly,and whispered,"You looking for J-man?"

"Huh? Yeah."

"He's comming with his wife after her apointment with the Ob."

"OB?"

"Didn't he tell you?"

"No."

RJ's face softened.

"Well,let me be the first,Sabrina's pregnant."

"She's what?"

"Pregnant.You know...expecting,bun in the oven,not on the cotton pony..."

"I know what pregnant means,RJ."

"Oh...She's about six months along and its gonna be a girl."

"Aw.Do they have any names picked out?"

RJ scratched at his gotee as if he was trying to remember.

"I think so."

Then Sabrina came and sat beside Kelly.

"Hey Kel!"

"Oh hi,Sabrina."

"Me and Justy just got here."

Kelly saw that Justin was chilling with the men and the male juniors at the other side of the room.

"So,I heard you're pregnant."

"Yes.About three months till Iris is born."

"Iris?"

"That's her name."

"Oh."

For the first time,Kelly looked at Sabrina's soft delicate face and for the first time realized that Sabrina was of South American descent like RJ.

End Flashback

Kelly was brought out of her flashback by giggling. She saw that Justin was tickling Iris and wouldn't stop. Then she heard him talk in a fatherly tone that she never had heard him use.

"Well,Miss.Iris,do you want me to sing to you?"

Iris gave a sort of confused look.

"Of course you do.You're my kid so obviously you love my singing!"

Justin chuckled under his breath and looked directly at Kelly.

"Close your eyes,baby girl."

Iris's eyes slowly closed. A tear escaped Kelly's eyes as she looked upon the scene.

This was the reason,the reason that she wanted Justin into her and her baby's life.

Justin gently touched Iris' face.Then the perfect song to sing to his baby came to mind.


come stop your crying, it will be all right
Just take my hand, hold it tight
I will protect you from all around you
I will be here don't you cry

For one so small,you seem so strong
My arms will hold you keep you safe and warm
This bond between us can't be broken
I will be here don't you cry

And you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more
You'll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You'll be here in my heart
Always

Why can't they understand the way we feel
They just don't trust what they can't explain
I know we're different but deep inside us
We're not that different at all

And you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more
You'll be in my heart

No matter what they say
You'll be here in my heart
Always

Don't listen to them, cause what do they know
We need each other, to have and to hold
They'll see in time, i know

When destiny calls you, you must be strong
I may not be with you, but you gotta hold on
They'll see in time, i know

We'll show them together cuz...

You'll be in my heart
I believe, you'll be in my heart
I'll be there from this day on
Now and forever more

You'll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You'll be here in my heart always

Always...
I'll be with you
I'll be there for you always
Always and always
Just look over your shoulder
Just look over your shoulder
Just look over your shoulder
I'll be there always

Justin finished the song,kissed Iris on the forehead and went back to where Kelly was sitting.

"Just,that was beautiful."

"Thanks.I guess we should be going."

He turned to pick up Iris,but felt a tug on his shirt.

"Stay."

"Kell..."

"I mean it.Look,Justin.You and I both know that Iris needs a mother."

"I know."

"And my son....he needs a daddy."

"I know that."

"Stay with me.Please.I need you."

Justin looked into Kelly's hopeful eyes and asked himself,"Am I making a mistake?"

"Kelly,I love you.You know that.But we're not dating."

"I want to be with you."

"But a couple weeks ago,you said..."

Kelly put a finger up to Justin's lips.

"Hush."

I try but I can't seem to get myself
to think of anything ... but you.
Your breath on my face ... your warm gentle kiss I taste,
The truth ... I taste the truth,
We know what I came here for,
Cos I won't ask for more.

Chorus:

I wanna be with you,
If only for a night,
To be the one who's in your arms,
To hold you tight.

I wanna be with you,
There's nothing more to say,
There's nothing else I want more
than to feel this way.

I wanna be with you yeah ...


So I'll hold this night like
I would've if you were mine to hold forever more,
And I'll savour each touch that I wanted so much to feel before, feel before ....
How beautiful it is .... just to be like this ...

Chorus

Bridge:

Ohh baby, I can't fight this feeling anymore,
Drives me crazy, when I try to,
So call my name, take my hand,
Can make my wish ... baby your command ....

Justin knew. Kelly knew.God wanted them together,and they finally realized it.

"How is this gonna work out?"

"Well,we love eachother.So,we could move in together."

Justin raised an eyebrow.

"So,we'll live in one house?"

"Yeah.Like old times."

"Okay.Fair enough.I should go now.See you tommorow,honey."

"Bye sweetie."

Justin picked up Iris,went out to his car and drove off. As he drove,many thoughts crossed his mind. But the one thing that made his life complete again was Kelly.He was inlove with her.She was in love with him...things couldn't get better.

He was with her again.Chapter Seven

Two days later...

Justin was getting ready to go over to Kelly's for brunch with her parents. He was casually dressed in a pair of blue jeans and a

Rangers t-shirt. He was really looking forward to this. It had been years since he saw Kelly's mother and stepfather,and he had always gotten along with the Taylors. Iris,was going with him. When Justin first introduced Iris to Kelly,he saw that Kelly was a little insecure around Iris because of her being handicapped. It took some getting used to,but Kelly opened up Iris and they had been inseperable. Justin smiled as he thought about this. He was falling in love with Kelly again,and knowing that the 2 of the most important women in his life got along,he was happy.

Justin sat down on his bed to put on tennis shoes. As he looked at the nightstand to see the time on the clock,his eyes glanced at a small photo album.

"Never seen that one before",he mumbled as he picked it up.

Justin slowly opened it and saw pictures of Iris as an infant before the wreck.

Yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away
Now it looks as though they're here to stay
Oh, I believe in yesterday.

Suddenly, I'm not half to man I used to be,
There's a shadow hanging over me.
Oh, I yesterday came suddenly.

Why she had to go I don't know she woldn't say.
said something wrong, now I long for yesterday.

Yesterday, love was such an easy game to play.
Now I need a place to hide away.
Oh, I believe in yesterday.

Mm mm mm mm mm.

He flipped through the pages,and remembered the special event for each of them. Iris' birth,the engagement photo with Sabrina,all of these memories...he couldn't forget them yet.

When he got to the last page he saw a small piece of paper folded up. Justin picked it up,and unfolded it. There was some writing,and he began to read it.

My Dear Justin,

All these years that we have spent together,have been the best of my life. I love you and our baby girl,Iris,more than life itself. You two mean the world to me.

Justin,I want you to know.That if anything,and I mean anything,happens to me I want you to get back with your friend Kelly. Listen,I know its been several years since you two were called "Jelly" and everyone thought you were together,but if I die before you.I want you to rekindle your relationship with her. She's a wonderful woman,and I know you still love her. I love you a lot,and I know you love me but when we first got together I felt so in between the two of you.

I love you and Iris. You are my life,and the only reason that I wake up every morning is to be with you and her.

Love always,

Sabrina

Justin brushed away the many tears that has escaped from his sensitive eyes. Sabrina wanted them to be together. He had to tell Kelly after her parents left. THIS WAS IMPORTANT!


 

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